haiz.. was feeling pretty down 4 e past few days tt i have been avoiding myself.. nevertheless... im still nt realy cheered up yet.. yesterday went for Youth. was refreshing! but aft tt i got soooo tired tt i wasnt my usual talkative self when i went to mamak w e rest of e scholars to celebrate choiharn's bdae.. tt i haf a new record. for having my first meal at 620pm! hahaz, n i din feel real hungry also larhx.. think its God's work...
pretty depressed over many stuffs. i know n i promised tt i wuld forget it b4 prelims so tt i wun get distracted.. studies, STOP pressing me kk? im getting a nervous brkdown cing every1 else study n making me study.. just feel like running away~ from everythg, im hating skl till e extent of e idea of it makes me sick.. i hate running into tchers, i hate running into acquaintances.. i hate everythg ard me in skl cos everythg makes me feel like im a loser. crapshit. im slow, i cant accept e fact tt being a scholar, im dropping behind so many. despite e fact tt i have been like tt during my sec skl yrs.
frens, grateful tt u r always der for me..
y am i always so depressed? F**KING BL**DY H*LL..
i need a savior God's here..
im blessed..