i feel like blogging sth tt i ought nt to.. haiz, but keeping it to myself is damn terrible lor.. i mean haiz.. its just conflicting emotions. n i write only when der's inspirations. n nw i haf dozens of dem......
bitterness filled me. prayers unheard of. its just like e resting potential is stimulated after the slight depolarization. my neurons twitching.. my teeth clenching.. my heart's wrenching..
sigh.. its YOU!!
y r u always der haunting me????
leave me alone pleeeease??

well.. mr neo nt here today so im in e library.. duno y suddenly my mood took a turn today ard Chem period. mebbe its 'him' ba... ? haiz... im qt stressed nw with all e tests coming up n worst still if it combines w my menses, i will certainly haf v xtremely serious PMS!!! haihaiahaiz....=(
wellwell. later gg to c mr tan for him to approve my leave n i think nxt mon jasonT is gg to meet all e j2 scholars n scold us abt our results.. haiz. wad to do, no mattter hw hard u ask me to study, it eventually lies w me ya?? n nw every break every1 seems to be gg to library n pia.. while i dun like this stupid arrangement. i cant do work in less den 45 min. once i start i cannot stop. once i stop i cannot start... this is ME.. haiz... i mid lotsa concentration n determination to sit down n start work..........
em... feel like e whole world's collapsing on me..........
if i go hm at my sister's request, i wil end up having nt doing anything for this holiday!!!!
haiz....

well.. i typed this freaky long blog but was deleted away.. urgh.. summary:
met geraldine : happy!!!
met w unusual incident at BIshan.. sum guy was found dead at ard 106 pm
saddened cos im xposed to many accidents here in Spore, e supposed safest country in e world..
den i talked abt juanjuan complimenting me abt my looks. she thinks e longer she look at me, e prettier i am..
den i said im sad cos i met w a v cold reception from this particular person.. i mean wad e hell? cant u stop avioding me? im nt any virus or sth tt will eat u up? i mean we agreed to be frens right? well. lets take it easy n stuffs.
den i send my wishes to qiqi n yanting. abt der gossips fren n concerts respectively..
tts all..  

" no matter how high e skies r, hw deep e sea is, how hard e metal is, hw strong e wind r, how long is e ruler, how wide is e river, hw strong is e alcohol, hw cold is e water, hw hot is e fire; i just wana tell ya, its none of ur business!"
-well, its a chain sms thingy tt is supposed to be lame but i think its nice to ask pp to FUCK OFF! btw, its fr my sister so i do not think tt she feels e same way as me.. =)
"trust in the LORD with all your heart and lean not on your  own understanding" -Proverbs 3:5
-hmmm, i rly liked this verse so i share it w u guys...
well, sumhw i have been reading alot abt pregnancies, whether its just a scare or its a oblivious thing where der's this xtreme case of Poly student din know abt her pregnancies until she's 6 mths pregnant.. can u imagine????!!! no matter hw irregular ur shedding of endometrium is, u shld know urself?? hw can u nt know dis aft being having sex w a guy?
n der's another bk tt i read abt this pregnancy scare thg despite dey tie knots on e condoms n stuffs. e girl was kinda upset cos she din wan a kid n e guy was jubilant.. faking jubilant. in e end when e gal found out she was nt pregnant she was so upset tt she duno hw to break e news n she thot e guy is just tryin to use her as a womb machine.. n e guy felt so terrible cos he's STERILE. he's got semen but w/o sperm.. n he always thot tt her gal is fooling ard... i mean wad e hell?! n thig other guy make this other girl to sign a pact to use morning after pill for 5 yrs into their marriage n e girl got so scared whether to tell him tt she's pregnant b4 their stag n hen nights.. oh well.. this is nt a prelude to anythg so pls donot be alarmed.. i assure.. =) n i wont fucking hell wana freeze my eggs on ice for no special reason..
btw, i have come to this conclusion tt every1 will disapprove it but nevertheless im happy w it.. i will be happy to suffer.. =) yeah, im so sorry but aft much thinkking, tt's e only thing tt stays n i took it as an hint from God.. i hope things wil turn out well...
been slacking, wonder hw long can i take this gruelling thing.. haiz...  

well.. crap... feeling kinda depressed, tired, famished, worn out... well i have made a decision.. its tough, risking e chance to lose a valuable fren.. wad shld i say n wad can i say.. y r frens n relationships so mafan.. its rly e end of e world if a close female fren of mine betrayed me.. n i hope the day will nt come.. feeling stressed by sumthing i shld nt be stressed by.. well, mebbe im just being too rush n hush into making a lot of decisions tt i rly regretted.. deep thinking is needed for everythg... haizhaizhaiz, been troubled des days but sth i ought nt.. ohwells, i thot i gotten over it but i din, i have been in self-denial.. i promised my dear frens to get over it too n nt to affect my studies...

just had Bio xtra class w shuqi n meimei sitting beside me in e lib..
hurhur, duno where to go ltr... Church, meet my sec skl frens, or to e MOE concert n bazaar thing??? my meeting w Clement is delayed yet again.. sian, duno till when im gg to c him... bleahz.. anyway, im so freaky tired lor.. yesterday do makeup PE w meimei, i accompany her lor, so gd hu?! ten rounds leh.. =) den ltr vball din play much but we still won in e end w e help of 2 skl teams.. hehex.. den slpt e whole nite last nite waking up only to do abit of Bio for today..
howhow? i hate junctions n clashes n options. If der r only one way i haf ni choice but to choose e route rite? hehex...
GP lectures have been flashing my name for e essay thingy n many pp kept on saying " whoa, ur gp so powerful huhu?" i mean its just luck n an once in a lifetime experience lar. think e tcher also qt lenient cos i din think im tt gd lor.. its a pity lishi din get gd marks cos i heard tt she wrote an extraordinary essay.. haiz.. duno hw to reply.. btw, i think sms is a great invention for pp cos its like u can take ur time n stuffs.. n think carefully b4 replyg.. but it hides a person's true character as welll as it protects someone.. haiz..........

haix.. today's tiring. yesterday was realy hectic. bcos of e interhse games thingy sumthgs unpleasant happened but i thank God tt He pointed me e correct way.. =) then today was better but had bball today which makes me real tired. haiz, yesterday just hurt my wrist for tennis den today had to dribble n stuffs. but i discover tt my ball went into e rim for a higher percentage n all credits go to cheehong! =) yesterday also played netball n i realy sucked at it but nvm lar, help dem mar, we must united as a hse so since dey r in need i just offer myself. but in e end i got myself so bloody tired n so not productive.. i haven been doing anythg serious to buck me results up since midyrs. i duno where am i heading lar...
actually today i got qt encouraged by mr ong cos he met me aft Bio n he thot n insisted tt im affected by BGR  but its totally nt e case right? Y'all know? hahaz. den sth happened today tt made me qt puzzled n muffled.. hahaz, nvm. i dun bother to figure it out also.. newayz, he siad tt its qt shocked to c tt i have been performing qt well until this sudden plunge.. haiz, he said "im sure u can make it" n i rly think he meant it. so i think im gona buck up after i get refreshed of everythg.. =)
hurhur.. in skl.. so sian. 645 got e stupid volley again. hafta wait... =( ltr go watch panther matches!!! =)

hehex. e ndp was great!!! neways. i bet alot of Singaporeans din realy get a chance to go tho this first preview. it was qt chaotic at first where when we're seated n all e foreign students din get our goodie bags. den it was v cold when gurmit asks us to use e torch n e flag to wave!!! hahaz. we were stunned! den it was e singing of national anthem n plegde, our whole block only a few singaporeans. so qt weird also huh?! but nvm, i saw sharon au n gurmit singh in reallife! hahaz, dey r no longer in tv, just hafta say gurmit is nt as fat n sharon is small, as in short lar, but she's nt exceptionally thin.. =) its a healthy image i think.
aft tt went to meet haowen n kayying, my frens fr KL n haf dinner at e yuki n yaki thingy at Cine, its sth like Seoul Garden also.. its qt nice n ltr on we get a chance to fry our own ice-cream.. =) we made a whole big mess at first den we asked e waitress to teach us hw to do it.. =) damn farnie, n der was this cao ahbeng waiter who has damned attitude. wtf. im e consumer n u ought to serve me, in the end i purposely let him wait while serving me.. hehex, *winks!
den it was surprising tt i din get any scolding to come back hostel late n haf a v nice talk w deb!! she's v nice to tok to n fun to tease her.. =) n she's bcom my rape victim.. =)

yesterday we lost volleyball to err, i think is cougar hse.. but neways, learnt new things lor, like i know i must be always confident of myself when i serve, when i start to get stressed up, my ball go haywire!! nvm, den teamwork also v impt, nxt time i think must go early to start practising..  =) still, satisfied w my performance last nite, was nice actually touched e ball more times, probably because our opponent is stronger?! hahaz.
yesterday played abit of bball w cheehong, nw he is my shifu le.. =) teach me hw to "cieban" play w dem v gd de,  always help me pick ball, i play w kw im e one picking ball lorhx.. hahz, but nvm wad, as long as its fun! v fun when all of dem chiong to take one ball n i did sth yesterday tt i think kw will be v proud of me! hahz!!! oki, gg to pack my rm n go for ndp le.. =) kayying's coming! =)

hey.. em.. i just got back GP lar. got xtremly high for essay: 35/50 n qt low for e bloody compre: 23/50 overall still passed.. =)
but e Joseph Dawes qt irritating, dun let us hand up early also dun let shuqi n joe hand up late.. what the... i think her v funny lor, make yanting run all ard in skl to look for clement cheng for 2 marks.. diaoz, even if yanting herself dun want it.. i wun miss him. i wan KT back larhx...
yeah... em.. nth much xcept ltr got interhse vball.. gona siasuay myself again to be e vase. den me n shuqi is joining interhse tennis.. hehex, though im nt gd but at least it's better to let pp walk us over?! hehex, duno wad e hse captains r doing lar..
v tired w numerous stuffs to do n kayying's coming, dun have enuf time lar... NDP homeworks. mebbe tennis training.. bleahz. too bad ynay's nt free n yun's gg hm... haiz, kayying u come at e wrong time le la.. =) nvm, stil gt me, i think i wil hafta sacrifice church lar... duno, i will sure squeeze out sum time w u so u must gimme sum private time w u?
=) life's tired...

hurhur.. today's skl was alrite though it has a bad start.. it took a better turn afterwards.. =) im getting better but these few days i haven been doing thgs.. haiz. been crazy all e times w thgs troubling me. CRAP!
oki, today bot dis v nie card w e following wordies~
"It takes a second to notice someone, a minute to crush on someone, a hour to like someone, a day to love someone, but it takes forever to forget someone."
hahaz.. nice??? i truly agree w this statement....
haiz. nth much significant xcept all e jeers by tchers...

em... i got so touched seeing the tags tt Chencni n Geraldine posted.. thankew!!! okok..
today's nt my perfect day yet again. but i feel alot better yesterday talking to kw for 2n half hrs.. rly nid tt sort of listening ear man.. thxthx girlie.. think its realy God's blessing to have u as my dear fren.. i hope i can be der as u do when u're in need..
i duno lar.. starting of e day was alrite n stuff n i thot it shld be alrite. but e day turned bad on phy tutorial where mr neo started analysing everybody's result in front of every1.. haiz, im seriously underperforming n i think he think i seriously cant make it for the A levels. b4 tt i was qt pekchek when i culdnt get e stupid Chem pract thingy.. haiz, my lab tech has went down le/...
den aft tt i got a right smack in my face when i tried to be friendly with sum1.. haiz..i shant say much too.. its nt e right condition for me to say lar..
byez

nt feeling v well today either.. however, being so freaky hug-deprived.. i got 2 hugs today plus yesterday from one v impt person n another fr adele.. e impt person is kangwei lar.. think she changed.. =) for e better.. duno hw to say. im freaky tired nw, though i was a vase for e volley match, im still very happy that Panther won!!! heard from hueychyi tt we have got a high chance winning tennis too. but just for e game only larhx..
bleahz, duno y, always feeling down. many thgs in skl today realy let me down.. as in im just so touchy, getting hurt every moment.. den got back my stupid Bio.. i FAILED. O.
i just culdnt understand y pp always like to say tt dey din study but actually dey did. U know who u r larhx, im nt gg to say.. i was rly feeling qt bad lorhx. being e only 4 in class getting this kinda results. i duno wad to say larh, sppechless. was gg crazy b4 n after e vball match thingy. i nearly broke down when we culdnt get enuff players. was begging whoever, den suddenly outdoor games r all suspended den every1 surged in. speechless too.. haiz. so wad u r so talented in sports, tt doesnt mean anything rite? den i called yt till i teared. i duno lar, den after e match i was so freaky nt feeling gd abt Bio tt i almost broke down n cry... haiz. crap.
today's things r nt gg smoothly. firtly sum1 in class pissed me off for some reasons den ltr e civics lesson.
ok, i think my blog shld haf a freedom of speech for myself??? hahz, oki, wad's this thg? RACIAL HARMONY, c'mon, its RACE!! nt RELIGION. get wad i mean? fuck tt guy who spoke up n fuck e person who replied. as in can u be more considerate, dey r CHRISTIANS in e skl too!!! n im fucking hell ONE! can u imagine when u just believe in sth n sum1 come knocking n telling u hw bad n untrue it is?? its like it just spoil my mood. i wuldnt mind anythg else, i come from a minority from my home country, i suffered discrimination n racism. C'mon!!! oh so wtf is Christian being intolerant?? we love to live e way we r n aft tt we had a discussion abt religion n sum1's comment rly hurt me.. haiz.. wad can i do??
em.. today both my frens r like get into sum deep shit demselves lar, emotionally. i hope dears u r alrite kk? i love u despite anythg n i dun think im an extremist so dun b scared of me?? i love ya guys but i promised tt i wun convert u? btw, im just too young to convert others.
xintong~~

Fast Facts
• More people die from suicide than from homicide.
• Suicide rates among the elderly are highest for those who are divorced or widowed.
• For young people 15-24 years old, suicide is the third leading cause of death.
• 80% of people that seek treatment for depression are treated successfully
It's normal to feel some of the following symptoms from time to time, but experiencing several or more for more than two or three weeks may indicate the presence of depression or another depressive illness. Remember, depression is a chemical imbalance in the brain that can only be diagnosed by a medical professional. This checklist is provided as a tool to help you talk with your doctor about your concerns and develop an action plan for treatment.

Please note: Other illnesses and certain medications can cause symptoms that mimic the symptoms of depression. A complete medical examination should be performed to rule out the presence of other medical conditions.

I feel sad.
I feel like crying a lot.
I’m bored.
I feel alone.
I don't really feel sad, just "empty".
I don't have confidence in myself.
I don't like myself.
I often feel scared, but I don't know why.
I feel mad, like I could just explode!
I feel guilty
I can't concentrate.
I have a hard time remembering things.
I don't want to make decisions - its too much work.
I feel like I'm in a fog.
I’m so tired, no matter how much I sleep.
I’m frustrated with everything and everybody.
I don’t have fun anymore.
I feel helpless.
I’m always getting into trouble.
I’m restless and jittery. I can’t sit still
I feel nervous.
I feel disorganized, like my head is spinning.
I feel self-conscious.
I can’t think straight. My brain doesn’t seem to work.
I feel ugly.
I don’t feel like talking anymore – I just don’t have anything to say.
I feel my life has no direction.
I feel life isn’t worth living.
I consume alcohol/take drugs regularly.
My whole body feels slowed down – my speech, my walk, and my movements.
I don’t want to go out with friends anymore.
I don’t feel like taking care of my appearance.
Occasionally, my heart pounds, I can’t catch my breath, and I feel tingly. My vision feels strange and I feel I might pass out. The feeling passes in seconds, but I’m afraid it will happen again.
Sometimes I feel like I'm losing it.
I feel "different" from everyone else.
I smile, but inside I'm miserable.
I have difficulty falling asleep or I awaken between 1 A.M. and 5 A.M. and then I can't get back to sleep.
My appetite has diminished - food tastes so bland.
My appetite has increased - I feel I could eat all the time.
My weight has increased/decreased.
I have headaches.
I have stomachaches.
My arms and legs hurt.
I feel nauseous.
I'm dizzy.
Sometimes my vision seems blurred or slow
I'm clumsy.
My neck hurts.

hurhur... seems like me! =)

haiz.. was feeling pretty down 4 e past few days tt i have been avoiding myself.. nevertheless... im still nt realy cheered up yet.. yesterday went for Youth. was refreshing! but aft tt i got soooo tired tt i wasnt my usual talkative self when i went to mamak w e rest of e scholars to celebrate choiharn's bdae.. tt i haf a new record. for having my first meal at 620pm! hahaz, n i din feel real hungry also larhx.. think its God's work...
pretty depressed over many stuffs. i know n i promised tt i wuld forget it b4 prelims so tt i wun get distracted.. studies, STOP pressing me kk? im getting a nervous brkdown cing every1 else study n making me study.. just feel like running away~ from everythg, im hating skl till e extent of e idea of it makes me sick.. i hate running into tchers, i hate running into acquaintances.. i hate everythg ard me in skl cos everythg makes me feel like im a loser. crapshit. im slow, i cant accept e fact tt being a scholar, im dropping behind so many. despite e fact tt i have been like tt during my sec skl yrs.
frens, grateful tt u r always der for me..
y am i always so depressed? F**KING BL**DY H*LL..
i need a savior God's here..
im blessed..

haiz, just read emi's n ynay's n weixin's blog...
yeah, was like damn touched??? hehex. im emotional larh, seems like i blogged over e faintest detail. though i always sounded cheerful but im nt always be...
new term resolution:
study
do hw myself
to forget unhappy thgs
nt to get distracted
devoted to God
love myself
cherish my family
cherish my friends b4 we part
save $

---------can i do it???---------
--------i believe so-------------

ok, im alrite le.. dun worry yar. was just pms-ing n e sudden workload tt piled up on me seems like e world is crashing ontop of me. den i misunderstood sumthings... btw me n 2 v close frens. but was reassured after tt. haiz... women r just so fickle huh?
duno, i sweared i wil start studying today or pia sum hw but in e end??? spent my time doing henna, reading story bks n watching stupid movie tt i dun even understand wad's gg on cos of e v heavy eng slang..
haiz, im nt stupid kk, n im super sensitive, dun just play me ard.. hahaz.. im writing dis cos i realy think sth's gg on n i duno hw to put it in e correct way.. wtf.. sth's rly wrong n i duno wad exactly isit. bleahzzzzz....
got nice henna nw. haiz, but e color nt v obvious cos i smudged it. bleahz...
feeling danm sucky, i think im damn brilliant. always have premonition for everythg bad tt wil happen to n on me. n it always happen. or pp minds r just v easily understood..
.................duno

cry does not help solve e probelm
its been so many times tt i haven learn this yet
what's e prob w me?
is it realy w me?
im lost..
duno wad shld i do..
wad can i do?
PRAY PRAY n PRAY
i lost my aim, my ambition my purpose in studying
passion.. no more..
relationships.. complicated
its hard to understand..
who can tel me wad shld i do
pple r fragile, my heart's even
haiz......
...
green shoes, purple hair, trimmed brow. wad's more????

hehex. again fr chencni's blog..
Read Each One Carefully and Think About It a Second or Two

1. No man or woman is worth your tears, and the one who is won't make
you cry.


2. Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to
doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have.

3. A true friend is someone who reaches for your hand and touches your
heart.


4. The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them
knowing you can't have them.

5. Never frown even when you are sad, because you never know who is
falling in love with your smile.


6. To the world you may be one person, but to one person you may be the
world.



7. Don't waste your time on a man/woman who isn't willing to waste
their time on you.



8. Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the
right one, so that when we finally meet the person, we will know how to be
grateful.

9. Don't cry because it is over, smile because it happened.

10. There's always going to be people that hurt you so what you have to
do is keep on trusting and just be more careful about who you trust
next time around.


11. Make yourself a better person and know who you are before you try
and know someone else and expect them to know you.

12. Don't try so hard; the best things come when you least expect them
to.

13.Shoot for the moon. Even if you miss, you'll still land among the
stars.

14.Never be afraid to try something new. Remember, amateurs built the
ark; professionals built the Titanic!


15.When you were born, everyone around you was smiling and you were
crying. Live your life so that when you die, you're smiling and everyone
around you is crying


REMEMBER: WHATEVER HAPPENS, HAPPENS FOR A REASON.




Happiness is only in your heart so Love yourself and you will always
have Peace

blea, just drank bit of vodka n im feeling itchy.. blea... hehe, wana drown all my sorrows in tt alcohol tt i drank. i failed Bio Pract n Chem.. in one day i failed 2 subs. bleahz... im just so stupid n i got the lowest in my life in AJ for Chem, its 36%. bleah, cant believe it larh...
neways, yesterday went nydc n haf a great time toking to emi yen n ynay.. =) den we just keep on walking ard n ynay n emi n me went eyebrow shaping!!! hehez. i got few nice comments// =) den i think many in e hostel liked my hair color but i got qt a few of negative comments in skl. does it rly look ahlien. pp says tt this color suits me lehz??? den was damn lucky nv get caught. bleah. tml gg for optician appointment in BoonLay.. abit de far huh? lazy/ i wana get new bag new shoes new jacket.. new nice leather bag.. bleahz....... my wishlist is forever changing n damn long larhz...
God Bless~

heyhey.. yesterday went out yet again. went to send weixin off back to KL. today's emi's turn. but ltr got curfew duno can get to go notx. blea. dyed my hair into purple yesterday. methink its ok obvious lar. nt too but think yun wil be shocked by the results cos she dun think using my xtra black hair n using tt v dark purple dye can c anything. blea.
yesterday tried stayin v late to watch soccer n especially slept 4 2 hrs fr 7-9 but b4 i started watching im already dozing off den stil when i watch i only manages to squeeze abit out of my brain of wad's happening on e screen. eventually i gave up aft e stupid goal fr greece. din miss much din i?? but i was seriosly disappointed, wad's scolari's doing??? i dun tink i can type well nw but i hope its oki..
yesterday had a real serious n fruitful time w God. alone in e rm while waiting for my dye to set, i decided to read e bible despite nt wearing specs, den i proceeded on to pray n speak to the Lord n ask Him for His blessings.. =) realy qt fruitful for e reading part. i especially love this phrase Jesus said when Satan tried to tempt Him "do not put God to tests" ..
i hope everything wil turn out alrite in terms of exams n stuffs plus frenships n all crap that is evolving ard us Human Being. i hope for e best n i will stay optimistic. i hope ltr i got e energy to go get my trash Bag.. =)

COCOCRUNCH is an ideal brkfast! hahaz.. burpp! yesterday went church.. i think it is damn meaningful. we talked abt Satan n stuffs. n all e testimonies were damn good.. =)
ehez.. met lihui n weiyang n e whole PS was flooded w AJC J1s.. i wonder y?? blea. tt day stil saw kaihui n jingyi. dey nv change too much e last time i see them.. =) oki lar..
hmmm...crap... seems like everybody haf changed. last time i was this stubborn gurl who will flinched everytime anybody tries talking to me abt God. but nw, im a believer myself.. =) crap. yeah. many pp changed due to social influence or any other factor, change of mindsets n stuffs. many pp grew too. i just hope best for all my frens n i will pray for u guys n hope tt God will open ur minds.. i know wadeva tt i say dun mean anything, i will let God do wad he wanted for ya. i just treat every1 else wad i want dem to treat me. yeah. tt's wad i just learnt. n i do nt expect dey do exactly e same thing back but i just know tt i already put in my best, eventually dey'l realy recognise who am i.. i rly think many haf misperceptions abt me. im just nt e shuxin tt i present myself to be. weird huh?! pp tend to disguise themselves in the attempt to protect themselves, its self-protection, a life saving technique, ecology.. crap. hmmmm.. many thnga happened tt realy makes me unsure abt alot of things, unsure of what i shld do n stuffs. but i realise God will show me e way.. so i will just pray n ask for directions from Him.. =)
yeah, i think sumtimes im also bluffing myself here.. FILTHY BIG LIAR

burrrrp, just had a v vv v nice brkfast, instant kimchi ramen..feel like shitting nw lar...hehex.. yesterday damn hiong, must rly thanks owen n weixin 4e oysters. thx owen 4 treating n tnx weixin 4 making him there to treat. hahaz... =)nicenice, yum~ had calamari too. nice! i everyday keep on thinking of e calamari at marche's, it like damn nice lar.. think e dory fish(sorry, emi n jenii, i din mean to eat u up!!!)also v nice!hex. just had qt a feast yesterday.. went "annalakshmi" yesterday, had my fill at ard 3 den go n meet up w emi, yun, yen, weixin, n jenni. n dey were playing dare nm dare outta boredom.. haahaz. e funniest thing is e part of jenni freaking out e small lil girl n emily do e "peace out" sign to e kfc man.. dey r damn on manz. thank goodness i only hafta say "weixin where r u!" to e rubbish bin.. hahaz.. nt v cruel.. thx yar.. think nw e rest shld be at da beachy, enjoying e sun n playin beach volley but im real tired la, n ltr gg to church. alrdy promised pp le so cant shiyue.. ltr at nite kk? im sure i will be der..
09/03 wana go out as a class den make ms Kwan-terry to cum out n haf sum fun sumwhere on Youth day?? its nt a public hol so think it shld be qt alrite lar... reply me kk? =)
huh, mr spidy was vvv gd. iminfatuated w him le..blea. met a few of e peeps yesterday too, got jingwan lor.. den i forgot liaoz.. hahaz

hurhur.. my head's bursting plus spinning... yeah. probably due to e celebrations for this tormentous season of exams rite after the hols...blea. i probably nv walked so much in my life as compared to yesterday... after e Chinatown trip. i came back, trying to rest but din get enuff be4 coming to blog den hurry 4 dinner den a movie trip. tried to get tix for spiderman budden dint get it so we get e tix 4 tml at 815. den i walked all e way fr Cine to meet up with weixin emi n her fren, jenny at scotts. v pretty lehx. dey were superduper farnie, actually trying to jietoumaiyi, as in sing e "if u r happy..." song n clapping their hands on orchard road.. hahaz.. den i walked fr scotts back to heeren. actually met alot of pp der, i always mit my frens der, wonders* saw yuling den saw e choir junior n he actually acknowlegded me, but i dun like him lehz, cos i tink he look like senghong w less pimples. blea. den saw jieru w her bf n said hi, den we saw cuiqin fr ny n weixin hurried over to say hi.. den i met e j1 bang.. blea. so sian, den hor aft tt stil met this gal fr class 14.. she actually said hi. den i think she realised dat we actually both duno each other so she paiseh, but nvm, i said hi back.. blea..
nvm, aft we shopped in heeren n i actually spotted 2 bags, hehex.. MOE! i wan my money! den we walked fr heeren all e way to dhoby ghaut den turn here turn der climbed e stairs n finally reached e Mt Emily traveller's hotel... oki la, qt cosy but is small. considering is 60 bucks per nite its already vvvv cheap.. hex.... n i was waering m y high heels also.. blea .. pain..
today i woke up w a spinning head also lorh, just gulped down e panadol, blea. nt enuff slp stil. wana stay up 4 soccer match but dey locked e common rm door so nvm lor.. ltr gg out to e Indian restaurent called "analaksmi" (duno hw to spell) 4 lunch w deb, paro, lish, choiharn.. hex, den meet up w yen n emi n weixin n her owen lor.. den after tt i go watch spiderman. dun think i wana go chiong tonite lor.. vvvv tired n dey gg ChinaBlack so prabably i will get bounched out n i must get myself a real gd fake ID cos busspass can no longer be used der. its just a lot of troubles to go clubbing la, might as well to be guai n stay at hm n slp. summore i dun wan get stupid rashes all over justfor alcohol. blea..
slpy-eyed: tired: wobbly hands: blurred mind.. blea

hey every1, i hereby announce tt my exam ended today at 11 o'clock. im free man yet again!!! ;) woohoo, i finally been to Chinatown. i know i v ulu nv been der.. hehex. v happi!!! i nw v lazy ar.. ltr mebbe go watch mr spidy.. SPIDERMAN!!! hehex. den i tink if cant get tix.. i go n join emi n weixin.. ;) dey arh. yesterdar nt chiong w ynay lor, tml gt skl 4 ynay also!!! hahaz... but v happy, think dey happily shoppin away while im broke till dunnowhere. hex, MOE, i nid my $$$$$$$$$! i work 4 ya to study hard lehz, nv heard of e word "study" b4 i came spore loh, hw is done by my fren.. hex, was v fortunate hor, ni nid study stil score high marks, nw no le, i study to score beta marks to get $ fr MOE! hex... tts y i study, im paid, though miseralbly 200 a mth, beta den nth huh??? hex.. =P
blea, shuxin's gonna do real bad 4 dis exam, if i pass more den 2 subs, i wil treat myself n Simon Swensens cos he always haf no choice but to treat me cos i always cry tt im v poor.. hex.. my way of returning a huge favour by a small amt of $ but a v grateful heart! =) den i promise tt i wil go out w kw 4 dinner n study w her. tink is qt effective 4 her to pangse me n im left alone in skl to study.. hehex... oh, me think GP can pass but its nt an A lvl sub so dun care kk??
btw, CHENCNI i MISS YA ALOT TOO!!! i got new myojo thai tomyam, tink is nice but u nt here 2 kope fr me le... sobx..
thx amy, i was slpin when u tagged me n i totally din study for my 2 MCQs! hex. den hor i miss my Portugal match.. heard all 3 goals sent in by Portugese... hurrrr but is 2-1.. louyah lehz... send own goal, bet Scolari wil be sending him off e field 4 awhile.. blea..
hahaz, too long le, cya! kaixinjiuhao
oh.. happybdae charles!

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