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Sunday, May 30, 2004

Heya, im here blogging away again!!!
I just finished typing an email.. today’s 1st day of hols n im sick.. headache n occasionally fever... but i still have fried food n junk food.. hehe... cloud9, chipsmore, giant pocky, Ruffles, anchovies( giant ikan billies fr thailand), kitkat from england, sherbets frm marks n spencer, all of e courtesy of ms Janet.. saw her special man, qt gd looking, she’s just blessed... i think i am too.. to have such nice foods...
I heard many nice songs today that have/ had/ has touched my heart in one way or another.... =)
Wanteed to go swimming... but my knee got this 1 cm in diameter scar... everytime i bathe, it will soften den have pus coming out.. so i nv go swim... den watched an interview w vampire (Brad Pitt!!, Tom Cruise!! Kirsten Dunst!!) den watched now n then.. qt nice. Its basically a girls show... den read one children’s story bk...by C.S. Lewis. The Chronicles of Narnia I : The Magician’s Nephew... nice nice...
=)
kk, den i discovered i ve gt a bruise under my scar. It wasnt der like two days ago.. wonder where i gt it.. mybe i have been kicking things.. den my leg was hurtin cos gt cramps last nite. Hate it.. hahaz. Lotsa things happened. I wuldnt wana say, realised im just too long-winded... hehez...
sian, just found out tt i have nt sent this mail tt i have painstakenly typed.. argh...
cheerios~

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shuxyn winks
at |1:39 PM|

Tuesday, May 25, 2004

Hehex.. think of a cheap way to go online nw.. hehe, dun wan to tel u guys.. just came back from PE n got myself a fruit tree fresh guava juice with pear bits.. veri nice, though I think it’s a bit de sweet.. apple with peach bits better for dose who donot like sweet stuffs. E bits r different too.. peach ones can sorta melt in ur mouth while the pear one is crunchy! Nice nice… =) sucha glutton!
Dun wan to go down for dinner!!! Dun wan to see tt idiot. Stil kinda think dat he’s danm rude lar, y r guys like dat?? Pervert! Hate it.. nvm.. I shall treat it as I nv hear b4.. btw, I think yesterday I gt lotsa (taohuayun) as in got that kind of stupid luck to meet stupid guys.. went I was in e bball court yesterday saw mr herwin n grp of pp playing tennis at e tennis court.. den cos v hot I waited der.. den dis grp of acsb soccer guys came along n went into the only bball court der n used it as a field! Nvm.. after dey left, this grp of pp fr church wentin e court n started playing captain’s ball.. den I dun care lar since dey nv use e goal post so I went in n use.. den e church pp r VVV frenly n asked me if I wana join dem. I din join dem n continued playing, den suddenly 3 guys came n shoot e ball with me so nvm lar… den dey left. Another guy came along n wanted to show off but too bad his ball nv get in.. hahahahaha ~ but he like wana talk to me3 lidat den I v scared n act cool den ignore him.. he v ugly lorrrr… den he want me to shoot fr a further margin since my ball always get in.. den I also treat it as nv hear so he zi4 tao3 mei2 qu4 n went off… =) cum back den met e perverted caterer guy, realy spoil my whole day manz…
Not enuff kk.. e stupid hostel management is implementing this system dat we’ll hafta book in n out of e hostel on internet n seek for approval b4 we can go out.. danm stupid. If nt ur access card cant be read n u can get out of e freaking hostel!!! So nw basically im like staying in this prison lidat~ nvm, half a yr more den I can move out, den I can work, den I can haf $$$$... =) but my day was saved after ziyih treated me to 2 pieces of MRs. Field’s brownie.. danm nice!!! Yumyum~
Den e stupid ganison ar.. said this stupid joke in clas lor. Not one but 2.. realy gross me out.. ewww~ he v dirty lor… shld nt say sth lidat mar… hahaz, although im okay but I stil think its nt suitable lar, den joe sang this song “I believe” realy wanted to laugh but nv… but seriously he can sing lar, at least nv out of tune rite??? Simon still owe us sth.. he did an impartial “she bangs” but neways he bu4gou4peng2you3 never run w me lor… we wearing the same ting summore.. sianz.. hahaz, cos he like hc mar.. dun wan her to wuhui also… but was only kidding de ma.. =) hahaz.. qt long ar?
Never finish yet, today many pp nv cum skl lehz.. gt karboon, yonghao, tanzhihao den I think Bernard went back early n leena pon PE.. hahaz.. den e class like v lil’ pp like dat.. very cosy cos nt very noisy.. nt say dey nt here den gd but sumtime day nt here qt okay…but dey must be in our class lor if nt our class like dead class le arh.. =) n I must pay tanzhihao e class fund, I purposely bring $ den he nv cum… gp my grp n hc grp combine ma npower, qt cool eh? Think we’ll do a v nice job.. tml gt timed pract n mebbe Bio test so tonite must pia.. but v tired le.. den jus played bball but din get to play much, dat’s y I nv like to play w guys. Dey tried to make us play but too bad im just nt so gd ah.. I realy miss dose days in NYGBS when we play bball..
Yun ah… I nt going to Genting le.. MAMA n DADDIE dun wan lemme go.. cos abit rush also. I fri cannot pack everything lehz.. but I would like to go.. u guys cum my hse n stay la, ask weixin n kayying down.. den we go shop together!!!! Den my sisters dey all nv get to go very unfair cos I go den I spend $ n de rest nv.. so I must let dem haf a chance kk.. pls forgive me..
N EMILY if u happen to drop by mah blog… plsplsplsplslspl tag me n tel me when r u coming to spore.. so I can arrange e days to meet up w u.. I’ll nt be in spore from e 10th to 20th of June so hope u dun cum in the small ten days.. e rest of e times I probably will be trying hard to mug for midyrs.. stress ah…. U graduated le hor.. so nice~~~~~… if nt msg me kkkkkkkk.. Dun care.. must tel me lar….
Tt all peeps…. Love me n miss me yar? Vice versa! =)

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shuxyn winks
at |8:50 AM|

Sunday, May 23, 2004

hehez...
today's n yesterday very slack.. did nth but watch movies, old movies.. watched 5O first dates again, Just married. n i redid my proposal.. yeah!!! hahaz.. hafta retype everything cos i realy duno where i put my diskette...but a sense of satisfaction! was surprised dat bernard nv say too much of e prvious one, thot he's very critical one.. hehex. dat means im gd kk.. but much thx must go to amy n gang for staying to help, plus yt n e arts pple... love ya guys!!! but nw i nid lotsa manpower for lecturing n i nid volunteers to do nice samples..
today played bball alone!!! very fun, no stress so i performed better, at least i thot so.. but it was very dark den i din see this hole behind e rim so i anyhow throw den it fell all e way dowm. hafta climb in n get e ball.. gosh!!! but really happy. e court i used cannot be realy called a court, its just two standing goals.. no lines no wadsoever.. den its so unstable but i have to make do with it anyway.. den get to meet 2 PRCs, dey r very nice gurls.. n thx to Yanis( i think i spelled it correctly) for her ball. little did i know dat i haf some link with her. she's frm my sis clique back in nysbs. dey played bball 2gether den w wila dey all. i hope e spirit of bball will carry on in NYGBS where girls frm different skls conggregate n play bbball after dinner.. =)i realy miss dose times.. =)
e college day abit sian but i liked e performances by CO n Choir n Band n Dance. realy delightful. oki, i admit im conservative so i liked dis type of performing arts.. hahaz. simon n leena's scandal has spread to band.. thx to me!!! muackz, i love u shuxin.. =)
den was late for college day summore but i dun care la.. =) very happie dese days cos i clarified sth w sum1 den chencni say i very beautiful (hen mei) when i tie up my hair. so i did away w my idea of undershaving my hair!!! =) hahaz
nw im very tired... seriously im amazed by myself of poning chem tut.. den i realise dar r many loopholes in e reasons hc n karboon n bernard respectively given to ms chua.. hope nth will happen. pray 4 me ya.. hope dat yt can recover soon n be as healthy ever..
=) u r my best sweetie pie always der for me.. so u can nv leave me alone ya? take gd care of urself!!! =) HueyChyi also. mus take care.. =)
thankew to all..

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shuxyn winks
at |2:03 PM|

Saturday, May 22, 2004

=ended=

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shuxyn winks
at |1:16 PM|

nw in skl's library.. realisation..
gt back Bio 32.5/55 its all tyco.. all i anyhw crap. (si3 ma3 dang1 huo2 ma3 yi1)
tired. wana take early leave.
ltr gt compre timed. duno.
think i will screw it all up.
thot will do well in e timed compo. but disappointed. though i passed. i dun pin hopes anymore. U reap wad U sow. since i do not reap anyting, wad shld i get???
STOP DREAMING

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shuxyn winks
at |1:23 AM|

Friday, May 21, 2004

heya.. today's weird day.. filled w lotsa emotions.. sumtimes happy sumtimes sad... guess is PMS... haiz..
thursday's short day but hafta do planning for Service Learning. i get dis headache/ migraine after tat.. den was so tired when i gt hm i st8 away slp.. was disrupted several times by my rmmate asking to borrow marker n asking if i wana go down 4 dinner.. nvm, at least she wana jio me mar... den stil tired nw. i shldnt have woke up 4 e stupid moe meeting. its just nth..a waste of time. den just managed to get myself away fr e tv.. die le. im addicted to it den all my work lagged behind.. Sianz.. i decided like long time ago tml i wil pon skl but seems like i cant. cos yt gg 2 c doc den if i pon i scared ms kwanterry will say sth.. den i dun intend to get an MC.. parents' letter wil do.. but i wil go skl late 4 e stupid timed compre thing. was so tired... i realy nid proper rest n sth's realy troubling me so i nid time to sorta sort things out..
duno lehz. summore tml ziyih's ponning too lor, so gt company in hostel... realy troubled.. duno wad shld i do. things r completely out of hand,i nid advice but no1 seems to be giving it to me, cos dey r uncertain too since im uncertain of wad i actually wan..
life's full of making decisions, even when u wana haf lunch, its a decision.. which Uni u r gg to, its a decision. even as to which toilet cubicle that u gonna use, its also a decision. so currently i have 2 major decisions 2 make. i duno, i hate making decisions, y cant life goes on forever like dis. y haf e decisions getting tougher to make? y? y cant sum1 else help me make all my decisions. i wll haf no regrets.. i used to following orders, used to follow pple's decisions, n nw i have to make mine.. e sudden freedom of having to make a decision caught me up. seriously, i donot know wad i wanted.. im just foolish ard..
argh!!! nobody cant seem to understand wad i feel. i thot everythng was planned 4 me by my parents but seemes like day just cant control n dey dare not control everythg. dey're scared dat i may blame dem 4 making a wrong decision. but sumhow, my decision must satisfy dem. so in a way its like making me to take a decision dat's decided by em.. do u get it? haiz... i realy duno wad i want. but i definitely noe, what i dun wan. i dun wan a screwed up life.. dat's all..
yesterday had a long talk w yun. it made me think. ya i agree, i shld nt fall in love with love, i shld nt love sum1 bcos i feel guilty.. but am i loving? hahaz.. i dunno too.. haiz. love is sth dat 1 shld nt touch upon..

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shuxyn winks
at |11:27 AM|

Wednesday, May 19, 2004

its now study time n im sitting in front of dis damned comp to blog... hehez...
yesterday had bio pract test, was qt fine. nt as bad as i thot cos gt tips from clarence.. thx.. me n hueychyi n cheeyong n yanting n simon is like going to compete who'l get e lowest dis time.. hahaz..
i realy feel like going to genting w yun.. but til nw i stil dunhaf e courage to ask abt it.. cos think dey'l nag at me.. bleahbleah.. my siblings dun get to go on dis kinda trips so its kinda unfair for me mum to let me go.. summore my mum feels very paiseh to trouble yun;s daddie n mummie... dunnoe larrr....
today mass civics was fun. he was engaging but too bad i stil dozed off cos too tired.. can u imagine i dozed off during clement ong's tutorial. den he spotted me n asked: shuxin, wad's is a dessicator for??? i mean, hw would i know?e notes din say so i just said: bcos e notes says so.. n i blindly guessed that it is to prevent miosture frm returning to e dry plant.. in e end i was abit correct lar.. but still... he abit pissed w me also lor, handing my file late n everything.. anywayz, i digressed, i wanted to say dat me n amy n gang were veri siaosiao, asin during mass cv e lecturer was asking wad's impt n urgent? den we shouted: Shitting! serious, i realy LOVE to shit as in i think my metabolic rate is fast so when i get constipated i feel real bad... ^_^
den maths sorta cheered me up abit. at least it makes my brain work so that i cant be in my drowsy mood...
i den agree with any1 who thinks dat i played any sports very roughly... paiseh.. today i very rough in netball den i banged meiling.. sorrie.. i din mean too.. i noe im rough but today was just like 10% of my usual roughness??im alwaes very rough...sorrie, cant control..
today had class phototaking.. gosh!!! i think my face was horrible cos i smile until my muscle pain stil nv take so i tink every1 wil see shuxin with this horrible smile in it..=) wad surprise me was kw appeared halfway.. yippee!!~ took e informal 1 with her...
basically dat's abt it..
cya!

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shuxyn winks
at |11:20 AM|

Monday, May 17, 2004

sian ar.. yesterday my super duper long entry is lost! duno.. sth wrong w e internet connection...
nvm.. enjoyed e choir concert but e dance were very abstract..canot understand... hahaz.. i was on time.. thot i will be earlier budden e bus pangse me so i was abit late as in late to meet yt n marlinda dey all...
think i overdressed.. but nvm..i thot i wil be alone on train so when i boarded e train i immediately siam n hide.. but in e end met liangying, my ex-OG n ex 0904.. said hi.. den i met meinu n meiling plus e hwashan.. but dat time was busy msgg e stupig kangwei larrr.. realy pissed me off dat time.. she's just so domineering.. haiz.. when i dun do wad she expected, she'l think dat i do not take e frenship seriously..duno, very stress...
nvm, i think i shall nt wear high heels cos i kept falling head over heels on e bus to city hall.. damn siasuay...
den yesterday my first day of my period so hafta bear all e pain all e way... den when i drink cold drinks kw was like "wun u feel pain".. true enuff.. i was feeling v bad in bed.. cramps all e way..
sianz. today did Spring cleaning for my rm cos its gonna be infested with ants...
e weirdest things is e ants do not go fer e food but our cupboards.. so me n deb was doing our very best to get rid of em..
den watched sum stupid hongkong movie. was hilarious n i completely forgot my animal histology test tml.. gonna fail.. hate it.. i cant find evrything that r supposed to be in my file or is supposed to be studied..sian ar...
im sucha lazy pig...
btw, i forgot to cal hm yesterday to wish my dearest yongest lil' sis happie bdae.. cos wasnt feeling well think almost got a cold but in e end i get this very nice afternoon nap b4 e concert..=)
yar.. past few days wasnt able to post any entries cos of e stupid internet probs.. sian..
basically im just lazy lar...
...zzz...
gd luck 4 dose performing tonite.. ill pray 4 ya guys!!! esp simon.. dun u dare to go out of tune!!! its esplanade u knoe?!

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shuxyn winks
at |10:37 AM|

Sunday, May 16, 2004

hahaz... my meinu won her game!!! AJ got third 4 both guys n gals bbball.. gongxi gongxi!!! special thx for ynay n chen cni to help cheer for AJ though dey r nt frm aj. its better dan aj students who came to bcum spectators...
hahaz...=) very tired.. after e match, played bball awhile w ynay n chencni n jo ann.. very long nv play le.. nw my hands very itchy(shou yang) wana play bball..very shiok to sweat.. hahaz.. dun realy like netballz...
may every1 be happy always..=)

who's e best in Singapore? we are we are we are
who's e best in Singapore? we are we are we are
who r we? AJ
who r we? AJ
who's e best in Singapore? we are we are we are
1 2 3 4

AJ!!!!

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shuxyn winks
at |2:59 AM|

Tuesday, May 11, 2004

hehe.. today wore my new sweater.. yippee!!!!
but today phy dun haf notes! sian ar, den me n leena sitting der like idiot whil hc read e textbk n lishi was practising maths for later maths test..
so we crapped...
hahaz... today meinu also having maths test so gd luck to her...
hahaz.. life sucky...
bitterness filled me.. duno y.. mebbe is bcos i read amy's blog n read hw she've done for her mum during mother's day...
i was very guilty.. my mum came all e way to see me for like less den 5 mins cos dey were stuck in e jam for more dan 2 hrs.. den i sorta rushing off cos i scared my hse mistress will scold n grd me.. so nw im trying v hard nt to be grded...
but was damnit guilty.. nvm.. ill make up for her
den last nite like slept very late.. latest in these few days.. read a bk recommend by ziyih on tension till ard 240am but den later can get to slp.. just twist n turn n i just like dreaming abt sumthing cos i think im thinking while im slping. so when i woke up at 550, i dun feel dat i have slept..
neverhteless im qt refreshed.. as in i dun dozed off suring lessons, mabbe my record wil be broken later in Bio lect...
latr bio pract is animal histology, another boring thing dat requires me squinting my eyesthru e microscope looking for wad kind of cells is dat..
sianz, den gt tok for PE.. hafta sit in e stuffy MPH again. heard leena's gonna seek my advice to nt go PE cos i tink today she dun haf CCA, gd for her. i think it's real dumb to wait 1n half hrs for PE!!!
bye.. may every1 be happy n forget there worries...

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shuxyn winks
at |12:44 AM|

Sunday, May 09, 2004

hahaz..
very happy these days
went out yesterday to watch movie at suntec w simon n hueychyi...
Kill Bill vol 2
darn nice cos gt uma thurman!!!
today watched paycheck on dvd
got her also...so darn pretty...
den msg peiying also..
she very cute... hahaz...
nth much to tok abt actually just dat i ate alot this wkend
happy future mother's day to all!!!
me mum's cuming later to bring me food AGAIN
=)
finally solved my internet acc prob.. my muddleheaded HM forgot to gimme credits.. argh~
but nvm..
=)
elated

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shuxyn winks
at |10:42 PM|

hehe
i just realise
my blog is named after my fish
i used to haf 3 fishes but died during Chi new yr when i went hm
reckon e water was too dirty
now i got a tortoise who din require much attention
thanks to my rmmate
deb.. hahaz
just dropped by...

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shuxyn winks
at |9:17 AM|

hehe..
meinu won her game!!!
veri happee for her..
nxt wed is against hwachong in e semis..
den i think most prob i'll be der again, missing my cca..
nt for her lar, i nt so biantai.. just to watch cos i lurve to watch pp play bball..
used to play bball for fun but nw my frens nt ard so cant play, summore cant find a suitable bball court..
hahaz, me think she veri de cute nehz..
just came back frm shopping.. bot a grey sweater dat i realli like. thus.. im realy broke..
i think i'll hafta eat air for e nxt mth. prob eat 25c mac icecream cone? loved that...
hehe...
my leg's damn pain, but nevertheless i enjoyed da shopping trip, though nt very fruitful..
go slp~
... zzzzzz ...

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shuxyn winks
at |7:32 AM|

hehe.. pon halfway frm SMO. darn sian.. duno wad dennis yoe toking abt.
me n wenxian like idiot sitting down der cos many f math stuffs..
den many pp msg me hafta reply like so busy sia..
den now my fren nv go watch dat match thus i still duno e result..
ziyih won her set against RJ but her team lost 4-1.. think she's sad lar.. hope she'l be alrite..hope to c her cheery face soon!
today damn sian lor, wake up early in e morn den diarrheoa.. sian..
wana go swimming b4 my 28th day cum. shld be ard e corner..
arhz.. dead broke.
im a person w only 28 bucks in my account to survive for e nxt two mths till MOE credit $ again..
desperate for $.
nw craving 4 cococrunch n mangoes.. harh.. anybody out der wana treat me all these?
lib closing. i must zhao nw..
bye n im addicted to this!..

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shuxyn winks
at |4:28 AM|

today's Saturday. just had math test.
was qt difficult for me cos i wasnt fully prepared n i sux at discrete.
cant identify wad's e distributn n cant do pdf n cdf...
mrs soon's gona kill me..
e gurls finish playing bball liaoz..
hope dey won.
my fren promised to tel me e results but pangse me..
sadz..
i dun wan mei nu to cry...
hehe..
ltr got SMO
den probabaly going out shopping w hueychyi.. c first ba...
cya.

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shuxyn winks
at |1:51 AM|

Saturday, May 08, 2004

hehe.. elated...
today i finally get to know peiying. so every1 now knows i have this crush on her..
but is actually not.
i MUST clarify sth, i DONOT like her. i just think she cute n i admire n idolise her kk...
dun spoil my chance..
she's so cute, smiled to me today.
think both of us were damn paiseh..
hope jj wun mind e troubles i caused cos i kept asking her wad was her rxn..
hehe
thx jj, was qt shocked when u just pulled me n intro to her. i nv knew she know if nt i wun so daring n go peep at her... but at least i know meiling noes..
hahaz, anywaes, gd luck to both of dem for tml's bball match. its critical 4 dem..
hehe, today's fine but must pia math after math lesson w mrs soon i realise i duno many stuffs..
den quantum physics sux, duno how to do..
den e gp was fine too, but i think i abit sluttish cos im dishonest. this test WILLNOT reflect my standard..
hahz, basically, today's a happy day
be happy fer me!
09/03 jiayou!!!

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shuxyn winks
at |8:10 AM|

Friday, May 07, 2004

emm... im boliao oki...
just very eager to blog...
blogspot is slow.. cant see what i have posted yesterday..
im kinda sad today..
moody since yesterday, nothing can explain dis.
anywayz, we have rally today, we're e last, pp just have dis idea dat dictatorship is lousy. but i dun mind em 4 tinking so. wonder who is e other chap who voted for us except sq? hahaz, daking won by just 1 vote frm CAP.. probably "its entertaining" (qouted frm ms akwanterry)... hahaz, i voted for JAP (justice for all party). cos i widow mah, haf two children den hubby died cos of cancer.. so imus choose sth gd lor. n seriously i think sum of e policies r gd.. hehe
tml got timed-pract... hell duno wad we'll get. im pretty weak in politics n i admit i hate it. politics just sux... sianz..
to geraldine: i esp miss dos days in yj wif u n yk plus our classmates. most of em being msian n giving me moral support. n mug maths together plus pon maths lect together.. serious..
to yt n sq: sorry im being moody todae, but i dun mean it... sorry..
to leena n cheehong: now u guys know who's my darling dun go ard telling pp k? later she scared den zhao frm me...
to kayying: when r u going to cum to spore? im waiting.. ask weixin along too..
to yun n chun n yen n ynay: find sumday we go out lehz... so long nv c ya guys le..
to daddy n mummy: wil try n stardee hard...
to myself: hope ur wishes cum true...
my wish: to be able to make it to watch this wkend's gurls bball match...
chances of wish cuming true: 0% cos gt maths test.. today i kangyi to mrs soon den she say:
"y? u gt gd fren in gurls bball ar?" u cant expect me to sae e truth mah...
yar, i recently realise i have influenced this fren to be as heaty as i am. wad i mean is to have a nasty temper like mine.. haha.. jin4 zhu1 zhe3 chi4, jin4 mo4 zhe3 hei1. which means pp get influenced easily by pp ard dem.
yar, n i almost got grded yest cos i was trying to blog.. den she threathened to grd me. oh.. wtf... like i care. grd me as u like, i din go out as much as i used to so no use grounding me.
lastly, im broke!!!
sobz~

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shuxyn winks
at |6:06 AM|

Thursday, May 06, 2004

hehe...
went for the bball game finally! after moi walking thru e whole of toa payoh(not so much lar...) looking for e toapayoh sports hall only to realise it is freaky near to the interchange. in e end we stil went back to interchange to catch a bus to ccab... yar. when we went in, it was quite chaotic cos i really duno wat's happening since dey started playing n i think i got quite sum dagger looks frm e girlsbballers.. but i wanted to go but culdnt make it in time. sucks...think sum of em cried..
but got to see afew of my ex-schoolmates, think dey look younger dan they was. forgot their names, only smiled at em.. den just realise my junior was duno wad MVP last yr, gt a shocked cos she isnt in combined schools. mebbe bcos of her nationality... so proud of her.. no wonder SA gers dis yr so strong... hehe..
realise sth dat hit me. utterly dissapointed in sth but i wuldnt wana say, but it hurts, realy...
been thinking it thru e nite den din do anything at all.. yar..
mebbe to have a blog dat every1 noes isnt a gd thing.. every1 seems like to know wad u re thinking den u cant complain n bitch abt sum1 ard u... that's sickening.. mabbe i just go get another bloggie solely for me n my nanyang counterparts who will alwaes be der for me.. sumtimes i realy think so..
i duno wad's got into me to tell u guys all these but i need sumwhere to vent moi anger n stuffs n humiliation?? ahhh f***!
i hate skl. hate everythng. life's unfair. it may be biased towards me, but i dun feel so sumtimes. maybe i have sth dat others dun have but i lose out in sum other ways...
maybe..
miss yun, chun, weixin, ynay, kayying, kangwei, emily, sheahlin, wila, anisha, lydia......... e list goes on....
oh, mothers' day cuming, wana go hm but cant, dey kept telling moilast time was this exception. f***... sian...

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Wednesday, May 05, 2004

haha.. im here in lib to update my long nv updated post...my blog bcum nicer? hahaz... havent change all e side links... latr...
black kitty in canteen. feel like flying der but nvm... i can see him sum tym ltr n i heard bad stuffs abt him... so im just affected by propaganda n stuffs hahaz... do u get wad i mean?
yesterday stayed in skl till very late wif kw, till we scared arthur lim wil drive us away like wad he did to us last tym. so when we see e first traces of bballer we siam.... damn farnie n we had this very nice tok after duno how long... den i update her alot of stuff den we quarreled over different opinions of certain pp... she got match todae, so all da best!
to tzh n tyonghao, good luck to demtoo!
yar... over e past few days i have sort alot of things out like i think i finally can stand in other pp ways n look things frm deir perspective... dats an improvement!! i had this argument not long ago w this classmate n i told few frens abt it but now he act as if nth happened. i just feel dat he overdo things that made me real angry. im glad sum of u stood up for me n ignored him! in our heated argument he used e f word which made me realy angry. dats nt wad i expected of him. but anywae, this finally made me realise wad kinda person he is...
dat day when i was trying to update my post in skl e stupid virus caught me up... den got this msg that says it will report me to MOE. but it was just a scare. cos my fren kena it b4 den she say the whole row of comp which r connected also got the msg...
yar.. me too long winded...
shld i go 4 e bball match ltr?
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shuxyn winks
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Monday, May 03, 2004

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shuxyn winks
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Saturday, May 01, 2004

today's our skl's track n field meet. was kinda fun. ms chua was unbelievable. its just a pity dat din manage to catch a gd view of kevin gan. heard he's a gd runner... sounds like strawberry... asexual repro. nw im in msia. planned to do many things n to shop today but was too tired n fell aslp once i get back hm... yawnz.. mei mei cut her hair le.. was better than expected, at least not a very great impact on me, methink its all her face... sumbody is just blessed with that sorta gd face... haha..
facing stress.. ma sis din get any offer fr NUS yet, i wonder is the postal service in msia or is NUS. she got her first choice of accountancy in NTU, but me dad wasnt happy, wanted her to get medicine.. but my senior went for e med course interview le n she hasnt called up for it, seems like not much chance left.. even though she nv say but i noe she's qt disappointed. she wanted to do accountancy when she finish SPM (msia equivalent O level) but my dad din allow n brainwash her to cum spore for A's and study medicine after dat.. but if she turn back to accountancy, its a waste isnt it?? ma dad has got this fetish for daughter to study med.. n now he's like saying u can earn more doing accountancy....03 may is e deadline for accepting e accountancy course.. haiz...i realy duno, she got 4 As n wasnt offered a place in NUS? i realy duno wad dey want.. stress.. i doubt myself... my chemistry is suffering like hell... ahhh. look like its time to buck up!!! yay! must haf this kind of +ve thinking...
nxt wk got gp CT2 n maths... stress ah....
my hand pain... prob is bcos of e few benches i carried... getting weaker day by day.. n more lazy, duno wad will becum of me for nxt few yrs... lump of lard who shits everyday?! gd news, i shitted today.. hahaz... nitez

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