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em.. feeling v distraut after maths. den tml haf phy n Bio. oki. im getting 4 red marks.. hate it. im just being too irresponsible..
kapo dis frm chenCni's bloggie.. i think is damn meaningful.. =)
The Miracle of Friendship
A friend is someone we turn to
When our spirits need a lift
A friend is someone we treasure
For our friendship is a gift
A friend is someone who fills our lives
with beauty, joy, and grace
And makes the world we live in
a better and happier place.
There is a miracle called friendship
that dwells in the heart.
You do not know how it happens
or when it gets its start.
But you know the special lift
it always brings.
You realize that friendship
is God's most precious gift!
hahaz, gd luck to all. think i will die for all my papers. blea...... GOODLUCK. i love myself!!! im gg crazy.. cold+freazing nw.. blea.. miss every1.. blea. im gona turn wild after e exams. belive me. blea
em.. peiyun i realy know hw u feel.. im rly sucky nw. exams here. totally nv touch Bio plus chem sucks. n i jus came back to blog. err.. addicted again. i hate it when pp betrayed u n come n spite at u.. fuck it larr.. i knew tt its nt trustable. haiz, fallen into another stupid trap. i swear tt i wun betray any1, anybody in any way fr nw on since i know hw sucky itis. if i have been unloyal, im sorry.. starting to ms ChenCni tt babe. argh!!! If u haven moved out, i may be having midnite supper w u yest, was feelin so empty plus hungry.. haiz, nv pay ph bill so currently cant rly contact any1.. poor me.. argh.. i wana curl up w u in e same bed tokin lame jokes n stupid stuf n to blog together.. blea. life's just shuckx. i just culdnt stop scolding FUCK!
Aphrodite/Eros
?? Which Of The Greek Gods Are You ??
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hahax.. just dropping by to check e dates 4 doing SL so can claim CIP pts.. =) em, nth actually just damn it stressed up. seems like im e only 1 alive everywhere.. yeah yah ya... blea. exams!
em... feeling betrayed.. i rly hate this kind of feeling. hw would i trust any1 nxt tym????? wtfwtfwtf..
even e one tt i think tt wun betray me betrayed me. is lady luck nt w me or is wad?? oh.. wtfwtfwtfwtfwtfwtf...em, sumbody r just nt gg to be trusted. so if pls donot be shocked when i donot trust u cos u betray me first.. kanasai..u shld know who u r.. hahahahax.. i cant be trusted also. dun trust me.
Fuck it, tt's y i hate all this whole thing.........
hehex... just swam 7 laps altogether yesterday, aft tt my hand painful like hell.. blea, too long nv excercise. but is ok le. went out 4 dinner w yun ynay yen peiyun emily. emm.. all ur names haf an y in it.. xcept 4 mine. hahaz. em, peiyun say wana go beach as a grp lehx, n emi stil wan take part in tt volley thingy?? think u guys wun c dis anyway cos yun swore off her comp n i doubt emi will check nw.. =)
em, my swimming skills improved, can swim half a lap continuously le!! in the big pool summore!! =) hehex. first time i did so well lorhx, n is no coach one lehx.. all try by myself, but i also drank 3 mouthfuls of H2O cosmy hair rly vy irritating larhx.. think i get tanned le... oki lor.. buaizz le
must study nw!!!! wish me gd luck
wad ive studied:
Bio 0%, Chem 25%, Phy 20%.. .. ..
wahahahahahz.. Portugal won by penalty shoot out 6-5.
england lost, thot dey'll win cos Owen scored at e 3rd min.. den ChristianoRonaldo din get a chance to score cos of ashley cole.. blea. nvm.. i think many wil hate e referee for declaring e eng's supposedy 2nd goal void. but it was out already!!! hehex. but portugal also ma, at e xtra time e ball already passed e goal line but e referee pajiao=blind, nv c it.. den hafta waste my slpin time till e penalty shoot out.. den summore was scolded n chased outta e common rm by my dear hse mistress, she's a bitch la. every1 screams when dey watch soccer match lo, aft tt we din do it but she still wana force us bck..
i liked e referee's beard. think he bleached it..
if ya wana know more abt e match. go
http://www.soccerway.com/euro2004/news/full/?page=details&area=1088112263
ltr gg out w emi, yun, peiyun n yen.. yeah!!! em.. must go study my stil alot of things. crycry, anyway, thx yonghao 4 e account while i missed e penalty. liked Ricardo 4 his calmness!!! =)
FROZEN QUEEN/ KING
You dont want love to come through to you. You like
it the way you are. To be unreachable, no need
to show feelings. Hiding everything inside you.
You are already used to it. You say yourself
that you dont need anyone, that you stand on
your own two feet or that you dont have time
for these things. But in reality you are scared
to get hurt. You feel save where you are: by
yourself, nobody can hurt you there. You
invent your own relationship in your dreams.
You just need to know that you COULD get a
partner.
Thats it.
PLEASE VOTE, I want to know what you think about my
quiz, I worked hard on it.You can always
message me or tell me how I can improve that
quiz. Ill sure write back.
~THE big LOVE TEST!! What do you need? With PICS! For girls and boys!~
brought to you by Quizilla
hahaz, this's me..
do u all agree?
| S | Special |
| H | Handy |
| U | Unnatural |
| X | Xenophobic |
| I | Important |
| N | Nerdy |
oh.. wells..
i shant care so much anymore.. i am who i am n dun bother to change me kk??? im nt e fucking idiot down e street who doesnt think..yeah.
just hate evrything, things r piling up n troubles kept looking for me. i know it must have been God's will. put me thru all e obstacles n overcome, to test me for the faith in Him..i know i can get over it.. i know..
yeah. im rly happy to c emily's back in spore n weixin's cuming. n pp in NY is starting to bcum more active den usual. yeah. things changed beyong our control. i realised it long ago dat im starting to accept e change rather den to brood over it. nth can break us apart, nt even changes.. think its another test posed by God to all His children, and to let dem realise wad r frens for.
yeah. has nt been myself. slping late n waking up even ltr. n its e first time i nt so kanchiong of tests, i have changed. nobody can change me but i have changed myself. haz..
em.. just got back yesterday at 12 midnite. den talked to siewkee till 2 den watched e Portugal vs Spanish match till 4 sth so slept at 5.. urgh.. den woke up at ard 730 for brkfast.. 1st time i wake up so early in duno hw many days.. btw, e score is 1-0 to portugal. i was v shocked tt Russia won Greece 2-1.. hahaz, qt unexpected..
nw.. suddenly wana change my blogskin so i change le lor.. nice ma?? hehex.. =)
darn sian. forgot to being my key for pedestal back. den my cupboard key is locked inside e pedestal so gt no clothes to wear le lar.. hw??? must wait 4 mummy or daddy to cum le.. sianz.. den alot of things cannot do w.o e key..
den nv buy anything le in Msia. gt no time plus nt free.. bleahz..
em, life's boring at hm. sth happened tt turned my life upside down.. =( guessed i will hafta bear w it. everybody's like a atomic bomb tt will ignite every second.. haiz.. n im realy stressed. ard 8 days to examz n im still only halfway thru math. im DEAD
Wish me luck..
EMI r u seriously coming on e 22nd? gimme a msg or anything kk? ya.. is weixin coming also?? heard fr kayying she may be coming. ya, no matter wad i will squeeze sumtime to go out w u guys de.. dun worry..
THE INTERVIEW WITH GOD
I dreamed I had an interview with God.
'So you would like to interview me?' God asked.
'If you have the time' I said.
God smiled. 'My time is eternity.'
'What questions do you have in mind for me?'
'What surprises you most about humankind?'
God answered...
'That they get bored with childhood,
they rush to grow up, and then
long to be children again.'
'That they lose their health to make money...
and then lose their money to restore their health.'
'That by thinking anxiously about the future,
they forget the present,
such that they live in neither
the present nor the future.'
'That they live as if they will never die,
and die as though they had never lived.'
God鈥檚 hand took mine
and we were silent for a while.
And then I asked...
'As a parent, what are some of life鈥檚 lessons
you want your children to learn?'
'To learn they cannot make anyone
love them. All they can do
is let themselves be loved.'
'To learn that it is not good
to compare themselves to others.'
'To learn to forgive
by practicing forgiveness.'
'To learn that it only takes a few seconds
to open profound wounds in those they love,
and it can take many years to heal them.'
'To learn that a rich person
is not one who has the most,
but is one who needs the least.'
'To learn that there are people
who love them dearly,
but simply have not yet learned
how to express or show their feelings.'
'To learn that two people can
look at the same thing
and see it differently.'
'To learn that it is not enough that they
forgive one another, but they must also forgive themselves.'
'Thank you for your time,' I said humbly.
'Is there anything else
you would like your children to know?'
God smiled and said,
'Just know that I am here... always.'
-author unknown
wad the hell?! urgh.. lady luck is realy nt w me.. haiz..qt pissed w my internet again. i managed to get into my email tt day n nw. its e same. n i cant even sign in MSn! urgh.. stupid TMnet..or mebbe is this comp's fault. urgh.. Summore im having rashes due to e two third can of Tiger Beer.. ahhhhhhh.... im even allergy to TigerBeer, i can go jump Malacca Straits le.. =( i think i will stick to shandys.. Sian Sian Sian.. realy bored to death.. im stil in my 2nd page of descriptive stats. i just started tt. hehex.. i know im slow but i will buck up..
went pasar malam (nitemarket) den bot many nice food! Cheap n nice. think e uncles liked me n gimme xtra big portions =) yumyum. had this indian kueh n muahchee plus soyabeanmilk(so unlike dos packed ones, so nice!) emmm, den had Bahkuteh for dinner.. yumyum, had nasi bryani for lunch n Chiffon cake for brkfast.. =)foodfood. i have been waking up late. woke up at 1 yesterday n 11 today n watched tv till lunch so yar.. hehex.. lazy pig. still thinkin whether i shld go Genting notx or mebbe go KL for a shopping spree..
Tomorrow mebbe go to Angsana n get my Converse bag, i may get a pair of sneakers too.. im crazy over Bags n Shoes n Green nwadays. hehex. been bugging my mum 4 e green Adidas jacket i saw.. but think its still nowhere to be seen.. haiz. ok, my family's poor.. still must send my sis to a private U for her medicine course. its kinda chaotic speaking of this cos me mum wants her to study medicine while me dad wans her to study accountancy so she's like torn btw both sides. She got offered Accountancy fr NTU n she paid 100 bucks le, she turned down e offer for pharmacy n business management in NUS cos she has no interest in it. she;s nw appealing 4 medicine in NUS. =( Its a matter of $ also.. haiz. hw i wish im a multimillionaire.. =( if she gets to study medicine privately i may end up selling myself for my tertiary education.. or mebbe i work 1st of i go study dos Banking n Finance thing. me mum reckon its nt bad 4 me so i can learn hw to manage my $$.. so hw???? i duno. my parents just spent a bomb on my current house so i think its qt hard for dem to pay for 3 of us consecutively plus my younger sis 6 yrs ltr so altogether 4 of us.. haiz. y is education so expensive?????
heard e NS is being cut short le.. so vv lucky ya, guys born on 1986?? hehex..
kayying: i called ur hp n u nv pick up.. r u at hm or at INTI?? miss ya. If i go KL must bring me ard. i think i will go w my elder sis. she's loaded, as in she's being rewarded 4 her A level results by my parents, so hmmm... i can try to spend her money.. =)
yun: u in pelangi rite?? i wanted to call u but scared will disturb u.. may call ya tml.. =)
ynay: u gona be back rite? lets go out.. err.. Holiday Plaza??
Peiyun: hey gurl, dun worry, im as bimbotic as ever.. =) still love my PURPLE n PINK n POWERPUFF girls stuffs..=) n i still love ya!!! wana go out sumday? gimme a cal ya?
Shuqi: if u happened to c dis, em, thx 4 tt info tt day. i was pretty hurt after tt cos i did sth.. n i tink e whole shit is v ridiculous. so its gona end.. will update u when i get back..
yanting: hope u is alrite. i have it planned tt after e exams i will go BK's hse n master PS2.. wana cum??
oki tt's it ba every1, jiayou n cheerios~
im pissed! e fucked up internet service. urgh! been trying to check my mail 4 2 days! n it nv get thru. can only get here. cant even go to my bloggie. ahhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!sian ar.... damn sian. ahhhhh.....
went to watch Harry Potter n e Prisoner of Azkaban ALONE today. okay, i must admit it is qt nice at e back. but e front part realy abit distorted larhx. nt so disappointed since ive heard tales of hw bad it is. thot im gg to spend like rm8 to watch a louyah show but its okay. hahaz...
yeah. stil cant get into yahoo mail! n most of my mails went there. im gg crazy!!! wad internet service is dis??? cant get into MSN either. im totally cut off fr e rest of e world.. urgh.. =(
em.. finally at hm..
thursday: spent my first day back here eating. Since i only got back ard 7 plus, den had dinner den watch tv lorr.. neways, realy thx yun 4 asking me out. hahaz.
Friday: 2nd day woke up v early ard 11 plus ba.. =P den go online check mail since yun told me new mails r circulating ard le. FINALLY! hahaz. den ltr slack till ard 1 o'clock den i decide to bath n change to go out w yun n yen. my sisters came w me but we separated ltr. hahaz. city square changed alot, den Yen is like showing us ard n we r like country bumpkins lorr.. saw many nice n cheap things. too bad everythg add together doesnt sound realy tt cheap to me after all.. saw this Adidas jacket rm180. is GREEN! very nice.. hahaz. like green nowadays.. den wanted to get this nice Converse sling bag tt i was eyeing for very long le, but e Converse shop at City Square dun haf it, Yen says at Angsana gt le.. must go n seesee but mum's car spoil, temporarily must rely on cab n i hate to take cab.. =( den saw nice sneakers n sports shoes n nice Adidas, Nike bags.. saw e Andy's bag but is e blue one.. whoa.. xinyangyang le.. =) must save n buy!! So cheap!!saw alot of nice shirts n bot a pair of heels! shuxin's bot heels. Great news! hahaz.. only rm30 wors.. =) gd bargain.. after tt ate at this stupid restaurant tt serves lousy fd.. thot it wuld be nice cos of their pamplets. summore so ex.. =P gt back hm den watched Pirates of the Carribean (v nice! gd quality! i but 1 mar) den Harry Potter3, gt aslp halfway cos its real lousy pirated cd.. v shaky den half e screen gone. bleahz.
Saturday: yeah, any1 wana go Genting? i can get ard half price lehz cos my dad's bot shares den got alot of buy 1 free 1 coupons. den nt valid 4 msia's skl hols so only after 14th. any1?? drop me an email or just sms me?? realy feel like gg lehz, pls larr.. yun?! kayying?! yanting?! any1 larhz.. but only open to one, first come first serve basis. my 2 sisters gg. dey v fun one larhz. guarantee..yeah, den just drank Tiger beer, hands abit wobbly. hahaz, i cant take alcohol~ *smiles* my face v red lehz..qt nice.. =)
yeahz.. miss ya guys. drop me an email or sms? or call me at hm? 073330598 haahz..ask me out!!!!
cheerios!
ps: v v happy cos wad i found out abt Yun yesterday!! U're a Christian too! Amen! she just converted this yr also =) my dearie, love ya lotsa!! take care~
nw in boonkiat's hse.. ltr gg hm. me mum's car w e machanic so im here to wait for me dad to be free n fetch me hm ltr.. just nw played abit of PS2 w tanzhihao cos bk play deck den bk say i dance ballet qt nice. cos i only keep pressing X. duno hw to play mah.. tink i nt bad la. least i din die..hahaz. den i fell aslp on e floor cos v tired mar, den i drool.. erm, v unhygenic hor?!
had sl yesterday n today, brian n his bro jared v cute. cum to think of it, kids w e name brain r v cute! nxt time my son may be called brian.hahaz. qt fun larr all in all.. sum realy adorable n sum may show attitude but after tt dey ok le.. hahaz. n e kids seemed satisfied w their paperbags!! =) satisfaction. girls i like meiqi n huiting, huiting alwaes stick to me! so sweet but her bro jianping lyk to bully her..bro r just irritating.. =)
em.. i may nt be updating my blog when im in msia. dun wana em 2 know dis existence. sum1 kind wana help me set up e password thingy?? my parents r just so IT savvy n so traditional in mindset. =)
yundao. bye le. God Bless!
hahax.. must change sth: Im e daughter of God not son.. hahaz
ltr gg out for movie!! Troy.. i know many pp watched le but i vv slow kk?? hahaz. gg w paru, hc, lish.. all 3 chiobus!!! so honnored+flattered!!\today my scar almost came out cos i too rough.. so sian.. leg pain lor.. butt pain also..
woke up like 8 den ate brkfast n i slp back till 12 for lunch.. best ar? havent started revising. must jiayou le.. =)
Amen!!! =)
hihi guys..
i have sth v solemn to announce:
on the 5th day of June 2004, i bcame the son of God. meaning, im a Christian nw!!! but im confused of whether to tel me mum n my family, dey'l kill me. Serious. when i said e earrings cum in e form of cross is v nice den my Sis sorta flared up on me... nvm, i believe God wil show me the way.
N im serious abt this. Hope u guys wil gimme me blessings n i'll keep u guys in my prayer. pls believe in me. i was realy touched when i went 4 e conference. i almost cried but i fought back my tears...
thankew sister peiying 4 all e things tt u have done.. if nt for ya.. i wont be me!
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hehex.. xinqing hao duo le.. =)
although sorta had sum quarrel w 2 pp yesterday but its v minor one la. all contributed by my uncooperativeness n insensitiveness..
my shorts dat i hang out to dry ah fell all e way down.. urgh, summore land on this v muddy tree. hafta wash again.. urgh!
tml got SMO: Singapore Mathematics Olympiad n i nv study. die le, wenxian will pengz.. pay 10 bucks 4 nth.. i abit de stupid lor. face so thick.. =)
den kayying xinqingbuhao but when she msged me i wasnt w my phone. so sorry la, den u offline le v difficult to find ya. my bill is damn chamx liao.
hex, hungry le liaoz. ~cheerios~
hahax.. in skl nw..sianz.. qt stress.. esp with wenxian sitting beside me.. sianz....
realised all the topics i hafta study for all e subjects.. think is hell man.. die lehz.. plus GP.. realy hafta pia le.. dun wan to give up.. i got set target lehx.. but nt v gd one. is sth like ave C except for Chem which i hated.. summore dey test so much on all e topics.. sianz..
den ive been missing hm again. wana go hm.. i din do anything in spore so i defeat e purpose of staying here. damn sian, me mum wil be damn disappointed if she found out tt im so slack... hahaz..
=) dearie Peiyun, change my tag board le.. u c?? den nice or not? plus ah, i msged u le leh, nv reply.. n i wan ur new blog add.. sianz..
yanting conflict conflict.. hehex, so nw i nt gg clubbing le budden horrr... haiz..
cheerios~
not well not well.. not at all well
haiz, sigh, haiz, sigh..
i think i have sum prob.. i duno. i think im funny. im supposed to stay in spore to study.. but i din do it. i kept slacking. no, this's not e pt..
haiz, thot mum wil b cuming yesterday to bring nice foods~ but nv... at 1st i was slpin den dey called saying dey dun wana cum, den i was so blurr den i think i sorta cried when dey say dey nt cuming.. i was alone in e rm lorrr.. so lonely over e weekend, but im broke lorhx, cannot go anywhere...but must thx peiying for keeping me company over SMSes.. im always alone, i hate it.. haiz.. nobody seems to care abt me.. okioki. den later i felt dat i realy needed me mum to cum den i called dem n she promised to cum.. i was anticipating n everything but in e end, a call at 9 diminished my hopes n my mood was seriously v dowm. esp im sick, suffering from endless cough plus running nose..
yesterday Friska saw me n say "sick again!" only den i realised im always sick.. so i must must must finich all my antibiotics if i ever go n see a doc this time. i nv get to finish it cos i always forgot once i get any better...everyday sick no play make shuxin a dull gal..
wana go clubbing this wed, den chencni say wana bk into hotel, but give up e stupid idea.. since im sick n i havent done anything tilll dis very moment n very risky if i get caught either in hostel or sumwhere alse..sianz.. den gt SL.. still figuring hw shld i fold da paper bag.. hehex.. ltr hafta go skl.. sianz.. v v sian..
watch Chasing Liberty HarryPotter I & II... hahaz, though i watched b4 i culdnt resist e temptation.. hahaz. i always wasted time on this n tt.. haiz.. i wana watch HARRY POTTER III. decided tt it name is too long i just put 123 kk.. =)
just wana share sth fr e bible
Luke14:11( nt sure, nv memorise) those who exalts themselves will be humbled while he who humbles himself will be exalted.
nt sure, just read e bible dis morning n i realy liked dis. think God give me a moment of peace, calm me down, n make me feel like studying!!! =) peiying must be very proud of me! =)