well.. crap... feeling kinda depressed, tired, famished, worn out... well i have made a decision.. its tough, risking e chance to lose a valuable fren.. wad shld i say n wad can i say.. y r frens n relationships so mafan.. its rly e end of e world if a close female fren of mine betrayed me.. n i hope the day will nt come.. feeling stressed by sumthing i shld nt be stressed by.. well, mebbe im just being too rush n hush into making a lot of decisions tt i rly regretted.. deep thinking is needed for everythg... haizhaizhaiz, been troubled des days but sth i ought nt.. ohwells, i thot i gotten over it but i din, i have been in self-denial.. i promised my dear frens to get over it too n nt to affect my studies...