em.. today's ok lar.. went for this worship/ prayer thg in skl early in e morn at e grand stand. it was refreshing n i prayed alot plus e sharing session w dis guy. i certainly benefited.. i had calm n peace in me today n i think its e only wednesday tt i dun hav major attitude prob n conflicts within me.. im glad tt i God came n revealed Himself to me.. His salvation is wad i longed for.. i have bcum a changed person.. God made me a new self, a better self, which im pretty satisfied of. wad was pulling me away fr Him is basically e persecutions fr others n my family members. plus e expectations of fellow sisters n brothers in Christ on me to perform. i have to admit tt im under stress in quickly mature into a staunch Christian.. i dun speak tongues, but its a gift n tt i can learn it.. i cant approach pp n tell them hw e presence of Christ haf sucha great effect on me.. im scared, most of e pp turned der heads away when i mentioned 'church'.. i must say tt bcos of this i felt closer to some but farther fr others. but true frenship remains. im pretty new n lack of experience. n dis is causing stress but i realise God has plans for me, nw is nt e time tt He wans me to serve Him. their r so many other times tt i may serve Him for His love n Son tt He sent to redeem our sins..
i think its enuff of God's words. do not be misunderstood, im seriously troubled by dis.. slpin le.. cheerioz~