CHEM PRACT SUX

i hafta say tt im utterly devastated after the whole emotion upheaval during e exam. i was stressed, tensed up, and thus proceeding on to panick after i flipped thru e whole paper cos i totally din have a clue wad was going on n everybody else is looking so confident. n i started to perform dual titration. wad made me worse was tt bernard did tt exp wrongly n i culdnt hint him anything at all which left me panicking even more.. yeah.. den i did my titration 3 times n i still culdnt get my results correctly which makes me fluttered. den i tried proceeding on to e calculations but to my dismay i haf no idea how to calculate it at all. yeah, i thot i culd score for calculations. den i decided to perform my fourth titration ignoring e limitg time. in e end i have four varied readings which i duno which one to take. yep. after trying to attempt e calculations i gave up for n proceeded on reaction kinetics. due to my sudden immense interest in swimming, i had a horrible muscle n backache. thus i culd not bent down to check my meniscus. so i hafta kneel on e floor. den i saw cheehong using e dropper den i was like...... im so stupid, i din even think of using e dropper to prefect my volume measured. yeah so i proceeded on w e dropper. but much to my dismay my results r erratic. tho i got my 1st order and stuff like dat. but for e design, i sorta screw it up. nvm. heard its suppose to be zero order but i din rly put tt down. nxt its e horrible QA. im totally clueless n trying hard to find sum gases using all e litmus n crap. yeah. n i drop e litmus into e test solution so i bet it did sth to my reacting solution. wadeva. i test no CO2. n im rly panicking le..... i being a smartalec put down SO2 tho n concluded w anions chloride n sulphite. yeah. great. which i think is all wrong................. plus i left 8 mins for my design. its my first paper tt i seriously lacked time. i always have sufficient time. i duno y.. so i think im pretty upset abt it. its my first blank script in my entire life. believe me or not. haiz...

tts not all. aft we clean up our apparatus. sum1 started discussing e paper. at first i was alrite. but once dey started there is CO2 no SO2, i culdnt take it so i turn to another fren of mine. den their voices grew louder n louder, louder n louder. it was so apparent tt im annoyed by their discussions. n it still inside the exam venue n u r not supposed to talk. tt is supposed to be a practice. i duno y. even if u wana discuss, do it discreetly n softly, pls be sensitive k?

aft i got outa e venue i put my jacket over my face n i cried. i was so sad n helpless. I wuld say tt im a brilliant kid tt nv left her paper blank n nv had such a bad feeling aft any paper. it was like whoa. so i cried. i cant help myself. thank God that e topic changed into prom and e 90'clock drama show. i felt beta but real tired aft all tt shit. so tts is e reason i dun feel like gg town. cos gg out w classmates n when i left grassroots, my head was spinning n protesting, i felt a surge in temperature... so i pangse u chencni. im so sorry..

tt is still not all.. aft i got back to my HOME SWEET HOME(note e irony here) persons tt i thot i culd believe in dinbother to take me seriously.. all e tips didnt got to me. all knew NaOH n Na2CO3 will be coming out. ALL knew dual titration will be coming out n they were PROUD of knowing it. I despise these people. i cant help it but to do so. if u have known it pls dun be so snobbish. dun be sucha snob. sum skl's tcher r so kiasu they gave their students xtra lessons on dual titration and gave them worksheets for the calculations. the World is unfair! i duno y this skl's tcher in a bid to push up their rankings resort to such means. such underhand manner shld not be taken by tchers who r supposed to be tching e young of moral values. im not infering who. so pls do not be upset by my entry....

i was just so upset abt it.. nvm. i will prove myself of better quality.. at least i will try.

***oh ya, i lost my pencil case summore, i just culdnt find it. ya great wad a nice thursday to have. i cant even find it when i went back skl today n look for it. its just not a great day.. all my compass n protractors n wadever that is needed for exams r lost. yeahyeahyeah.../im fuming!!!!!!!!!!!!!