*I duno wad am I doing here while I haven been studying for e past 2 days which is so impt for me e soon-to-be A-level candidate. Yuck. Im feeling damn bad.

*yesterday's worship was great n I loved it n I learnt a lot from Brother Wilfred. Yup cell was wonderful too.. we had a debate on "should Christian come to church" yup n e conclusion was. If a Christian is unable to attend church due to very difficult circumstances, we should help them n grow as a community.. yup.

*after I came back I had a slight disagreement w someone. Whom I took her seriously as someone I can trust. I trusted in her words n yet she failed me. But it was a small matter. Really small. So it doesn't really matter but e thing was she sorta lied to me tho not on purpose. I was badly disappointed la. Cos I thot she wont ever lie de.. mebbe tts y someother one is always so angry w her de, if only she dun think if not wanting to hide den everythg is alrite. I wont ever find out n I wont be so sad la. Everything was exacerbated by this very irritating n bad flu n fever n stomach cramps.

*e cramps was so bad tt it woke me up early in e morn n it took me ard 1 hr to get back to slp. I hate tt. Its really so bad tt I felt like puking or almost fainted in e toilet. I thot I wuldnt make it.. e flu is getting from bad to worse. Think I haven been taking good care of myself.. Haiz.

*now im feeling terrible cos when all bad add together is a messed up situation. I think I overly reacted towards this dear friend of mine n I hope tt she doesnt take it to heart. Just hafta pray abt everything. n im still feeling terrible from all this stupid ordeal.