this is in response to many other pp.

i dun wana put my emotions on my face too. u think i like to affect other pp? i loathe crying but i just cant control myself. i had enuff. i was rly sad n im sad to say tt being a fren u r not concern enuff of wad i felt. sumtimes i rly thot wad u think of me as? a true fren tt u treasured or just a substitute when sum1 else is away. i dun care whether e person concerned is gona read this but im gona say abt this. pp haf different feelings n different expectations. just like i dun anyhow cry after i fell while others do. get wad i mean? im not trying to say anything but proving sth. someone is so concern abt gossiping while some others dont. every1 is different. y cant any1 get it n stand in other pp's stand?

not tt i do tt often but i attempt. unless u rly piss me off.

sum1 claims tt i hurt him cos i said him ugly. but have he ever thot tt it is outta self defence? u offended me first? who called me Ah lian in e first place. i dunthink any1 likes to be called an ah lian cos i despise them. who hurt who first. i was in a total strange place when sum1 greeted me w e word ahlian. n i hate tt environment. now tt i thot i love it, im beginning to hate it again. n now yet again. who went ard discussing answers tt rly made me cry n makes my frens hate me?? who? tell me?

i cant stand this anymore. yeah, if u cant accept me for who am i just leave me. i think i can make do w/o frens. tt makes me grow up n realise tt there will be no total trust in any1... really. only GOD knows n remains faithful.